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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
3:32 pm
I've had this horrid cold for the past few days. My throat is so scratchy and I keep coughing which doesn't make it any better.

It's been about four days since I first got sick so I'm praying that it's almost over.

When I find out who gave it to me, I'm gonna kill them. But that's gonna be hard considering that everyone I know is sick. Guess we've got a bit of an epidemic.

current mood: sore

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Thursday, December 4th, 2003
10:03 am
I've noticed that every time I write in here I have to be listening to music. Or nothing comes out.

On that note, I forgot what I was going to say. Hah!

current mood: thoughtful

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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
4:39 am - Updation
So I'm still up and I've got nothing to do. Figured I'd write an entry or something.

As I said before, things have been crazy around here. Preparing for the move is at the same time both hellish and exhilarating.

I wish Jen would update the journal I gave her. Hehe. Just playing around, Sweetie. But I do wish you'd write or hop online sometime. My phone bill is gonna be horrendous if you don't.

And that's all she wrote.

current mood: refreshed

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Monday, December 1st, 2003
10:46 am
the last few days have been hella busy.

i'm just checking in to say hi :)

current mood: rushed

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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
1:40 pm
now that everyone has gone, i've got these feelings of both relief & regret.

it's all been worth it though.

current mood: indescribable

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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
10:58 pm
most everyone has gone back to where they came from so i've finally had some time to write. there's a few stragglers, but i think they'll be heading off tomorrow. i hope they hug lightly, i'm already sore. heh.

everything went relatively smoothly, besides the general unremarkable family dramas that occur when you get that many people together.

i feel like i got my closure. i feel really positive.

current mood: content

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Thursday, November 20th, 2003
12:05 pm - tomorrow!!
Again, I've been flooded with calls from my relatives. Most of them are telling me they'll be at my parent's house at around 10am. So I guess I should wake up early & start cooking.

A few of them asked to stay with me versus getting a hotel room. I had to explain that I currently live in a studio apartment. I felt kind of bad, but hey, I'm young & it's not exactly like I'm rolling in dough.

This will be my closure & then I can start seriously working on the move. I am mostly packed (besides clothes & things I need to use everyday), but the arrangements aren't concrete yet.

Now I have to call my mom to discuss recipes. I never thought that would be happening.

current mood: restless

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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
2:38 pm - something to ease my mind
I've still got some jitters, but I'm feeling better. Trying to work off the nervous energy in a positive way. Still looking at recipes and occasionally playin around with some pictures in Photoshop. It helps pass the time and get my mind of off miscellaneous things that are bugging me. May take a walk around downtown at some point.

Whenever I go downtown, the galleries all seem to be closed. I swear those people have it in for me. Hehe. Eh.. not really like I ever see anything in there that sparks my interest + i'm broke so it wouldn't really matter.

Sometime this week (after the family has all vacated) I'm goinig to go to Michael's and buy me some paints to slap around on a canvas. Painting is very therapeutic for me and I'd do it now, but I don't get any money until Friday.

current mood: restless

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Monday, November 17th, 2003
1:00 pm - jitters
I'm starting to get nervous about the mass get together that I've planned. Alot of my family is coming here and I'm not in the least a good hostess. I tend to have second thoughts about everything. It's just my way.

current mood: nervous

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Sunday, November 16th, 2003
2:50 am - i hate to say i was relieved
Something sticky is all the fuck over my keyboard and I have absolutely no idea what it is. Uck.

I went over to my friend Lauren's house and was happy to see that Petra wasn't there. I don't really have anything personal against the girl, I don't even really know her. It's just that she gets so threatened by any female presence around her girlfriend that she feels the need to overcompensate and pretty much crawl all over Lauren and it gets old fast.

I'd rather be sitting at home alone than watching them bump and grind on the love seat.

Anyway, me and Lauren pretty much just hung out and a few beers and talked. That's pretty much what we always do. Sometimes we spice it up and watch tv though. Hehe.

I left around 1:00 cause I was feeling tired, but now I'm home and I'm all wired and energetic. This is always seems to happen to me. I feel like crawling up the walls.

current mood: hyper

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